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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    7:58 pm
    @@@@@ Wilson shook his head"Ah just cain't figger
    @@@@@ Wilson shook his head"Ah just cain't figger it," he sighed"Ah had a dose many a time but it don' take nothin' to get rid of the clap
    The boat slapped and pounded as it passed through a series of swells, and Wilson bit his mouth from a sudden pang
    Red lit a cigarette"For Crisake if you believe a fuggin sawbones He stood up for a moment and spat over the side wall, watching his spittle sucked away instantly in the foam of the wake"All a doctor ever has is a pill and a pat on the back, and you stick them in the Army and all they got left is the pill"Talking from experience, Valsen?"
    But Red didn't answer, and Wilson after a moment sighed again"Ah wish to hell they didn't send us out just todayIf en we gotta do somethin' Ah don' give a damn, put me on a detail, send me out on this, it don' matter, but Ah jus' hate to be sick like this
    "Hell, you'll pull out of it," Hearn said easily
    "Ah hope so, Lootenant"Ah'm no fug-off an' any of the men'll tell you Ah'd rather work than jus' lay around an' get all hot an' bothered, but lately with this misery it makes me feel like Ah ain't worth a good goddam, Ah jus' cain't seem to do what Ah use' to do He shook one of his long broad fingers at Hearn, who watched the sunlight glint on the blond-red hairs at his wrist"Maybe this las' week Ah been havin' to goof-off a little, an' Croft's been on my ass the whole timeIt's a helluva note when a buddy you been with in the same platoon for two years figgers you're goofin'-off on him"Take it easy, Wilson, and I'll tell that goddam engineer to take it easy with this boat over the bumps Their pilot was a man from an engineer company"I'll tell him to set you down easy Red's voice was sarcastic with a touch of disgust
    Hearn realized that Valsen hadn't said a word directly to him since he had begun talking to themAnd why was Wilson telling him all this? As an alibi? But Hearn didn't think soAll the time Wilson had been talking his voice had been a little abstracted as though explaining something to himselfWilson was unconscious of him, and Valsen seemed to resent
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    7:58 pm
    @@@@@ Therefore-lesson four: you will follow my
    @@@@@
    Therefore-lesson four: you will follow my instructions for your
    behavior at all public appearances until the Season is endedNo
    head-hanging chagrin, my petIt's not your style and it would only
    add fuel to the fire of gossipYou will hold your curled head high
    and continue your relentless pursuit of lost youthBut you will
    distribute your attentions more evenly among the beguiled male
    populationI will be happy to advise you which gentlemen to favor
    In fact I will insist on giving you advice His hands released her
    wrists and closed over her shoulders, thrusting her away"Lesson
    five: you will do exactly what I tell you to do Away from the heat
    of Rhett's body, the wet silk nightdress felt like ice on Scarlett's
    breasts and stomachShe crossed her arms over herself for warmth,
    but
    it was uselessHer mind was as icy as her body, and the things he
    had
    said rang clearly through ithe had been laughing
    at her he was concerned only with his "convenience How dare
    he?
    How dare he laugh at her in public and revile her to his skin and throw
    her around in her own room like a sack of meal? A "Charleston
    gentleman" was as much a lie as a "Charleston lady Two-faced,
    lying,
    double-dealing- Scarlett lifted her fists to hit him, but he was still
    gripping her shoulders, and her baIled hands fell ineffectually on
    his chest
    She twisted and broke freeRhett raised his palms to ward off her
    blows, and laughter rumbled low in his brown throatScarlett lifted
    her hands-only to push her wild hair back from her face
    "You can save your breath, Rhett ButlerI'll need no advice from you
    because I won't be here to ignore itI hate your precious Charleston,
    and I despise everybody in it, especially youI'm leaving
    tomorrow
    She faced him head-on, her hands on her hips, her head high, her chin
    outHer body was visibly trembling in the clinging
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    7:59 pm
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    He had not been seen; the figure by the window had backed away to reload, his concentration on
    that task, not on the possibility of an escapeCarlos, too, was growing old and losing his finesse,
    thought Jason BourneWhere were the flares intrinsic to such an operation? Where were the alert,
    roving eyes that loaded weapons in total darkness?
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    358
    DarknessA cloud cover blocked the yellow rays of the moon; there was cheap chanel purses darknessHe vaulted
    over the fence, concealing himself behind the shrubbery, then raced to the first of the two trees
    where he could stand upright, view the scene and consider his optionsThere was a primitiveness he could not associate with the JackalThe
    assassin had isolated the terminal, ad valorem, and the price was high, but there was an absence of
    the finer points of the deadly equationThe subtlety was not there; instead, there was a brute force,
    hardly to be prada messenger denied, but not when employed against the man they called Jason Bourne who had
    escaped from the trap
    The figure by the shattered window had spent his ammunition; he reeled back against the
    building, pulling another magazine out of his pocketJason raced out of the cover of the trees, his
    MAC-10 on automatic fire, exploding the dirt in front of the killer, then circling the bullets around
    his frame
    “That’s it!” he shouted, closing in on the assassin“You’re dead, gucci mens wallet Carlos, with one pull of my
    finger—if you are the Jackal!”
    The man by the shattered window threw down his weaponBourne,” said the
    executioner from Larchmont, New York“We’ve met before, but I am not the person you think I
    am
    “Hit the ground, you son of a bitch!” The killer did so as Jason approached“Spread your legs
    and your arms!” The command was obeyed“Raise your head!”
    The man did so, and Bourne stared at the face, vaguely illuminated by the distant glow of vintage gucci the
    amber lights on the airfield’s runway“You see now?” said Mario“I’m not who you think I am
    “My God,” whispered Jason, his incredulity all too apparent“You were in the driveway in
    Manassas, VirginiaYou tried to kill Cactus, then me!”
    “Contracts, Mr
    “What about the tower? The air controller here in the tower!”
    “I do not kill indiscriminatelyOnce the plane from Poitiers was given clearance to land, I told
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    8:00 pm
    @@@@@One was that neither of my daughters would
    @@@@@One was that neither
    of my daughters would ever know how badly seeing
    the damned thing had frightened meThe other
    promise was that I knew two sisters - two living
    sisters - who were never, ever, going to set foot
    on Duma Key at the same timeOr ever, if I could
    help it
    That was one promise that I kept
    12 - Another Florida
    602
    i
    "All right, Edgar, I think we're almost finished
    Maybe she saw something on my face, because Mary
    laughed"Has it been that awful?"
    "No," I said, and it hadn't been, really, although
    her questions about my technique had made me feel
    uncomfortableWhat it came down to was I looked
    at things, then slopped on the paintThat was my
    techniqueAnd influences? What could I say? The
    lightIt always came down to the light, both in
    the pictures I liked to look at and the ones I
    liked to paintWhat it did to the surface of
    things, and what it seemed to suggest about what
    was inside, hunting a way outBut that didn't
    sound scholarly; to my ears it sounded goofy
    "Okay," she said, "last subject: how many more
    paintings are there?"
    We were sitting in Mary Ire's penthouse apartment
    on Davis Islands, a tony Tampa enclave which
    looked to me like the art deco capital of the
    worldThe living room was a vast, nearly empty
    space with a couch at one end and two slingback
    chairs at the otherThere were no books, but then,
    603
    there was no TV, eitherOn the east wall, where
    it would catch the early light, was a large David
    HockneyMary and I were at opposite ends of the
    couchShe had her shorthand pad in her lapThere
    was an ashtray perched beside her on the arm of
    the sofaBetween us was a big silver Wollensak
    tape-recorderIt had to be fifty years old, but
    the reels turned soundlesslyGerman engineering,
    baby
    Mary wore no make-up, but her lips were coated
    with clear goo that made them shineHer hair was
    tied up in a careless, coming-apart twist that
    looked simultaneously elegant and slatternl
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    7:51 pm
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    Once I made up my mind whom to listen to, my education about money beganMy rich dad taught me over a period of 30 years, until I was age 39He stopped once he realized that I knew and fully understood what he had been trying to drum into my often thick skull
    Money is one form of powerBut what is more powerful is financial educationMoney cheap rolex comes and goes, but if you have the education about how money works, you gain power over it and can begin building wealthThe reason positive thinking alone does not work is because most people went to school and never learned how money works, so they spend their lives working for money
    Because I was only 9 years old when I started, the lessons my rich dad taught me were simpleAnd when it was all said and done, there were only six main lessons, repeated over 30 yearsThis book is about those six rolex watches women lessons, put as simply as possible as my rich dad put forth those lessons to meThe lessons are not meant to be answers but guidepostsGuideposts that will assist you and your children to grow wealthier no matter what happens in a world of increasing change and uncertainty

    Lesson #1 The Rich Don't Work for Money
    Lesson #2 Why Teach Financial Literacy?
    Lesson #3 Mind Your own Business
    Lesson #4 The History of Taxes and the Power of Corporations
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    CHAPTER TWO
    Lesson One: The Rich Don't Work For Money

    "Dad, Can You Tell Me How to Get Rich?"
    My dad put down the evening paper"Why do you want to get rich, son?"
    "Because today Jimmy's mom drove up in their new Cadillac, and they were going to their beach house for the weekendHe took three of his friends, but Mike and I weren't invitedThey told us we weren't invited because we were `poor kids'
    "They did?" my dad asked incredulously I replied in a hurt tone
    My dad replica prada silently shook his head, pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose and went back to reading the paperI stood waiting for an answerBy some twist of fate, I attended the same public school where the rich people sent their kidsWe were primarily a sugar plantation townThe managers of the plantation and the other affluent people of the town, such as doctors, business owners, and bankers, sent their children to this school, grades 1 to 6After grade 6, their children were generally sent off to private rolex daytona cosmograph sch
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    7:51 pm
    @@@@@ He is angry suddenlyTell me, how close are
    @@@@@
    He is angry suddenlyTell me, how close are you?
    Oh, darling, I won't be able to tonight, it's not important, go ahead, don't mind me, it's not important
    The bickering offends both of them, makes them coldHe dreads his tasteless isolated throe, knows suddenly that he cannot do it, cannot lie afterwards on his bed depressed with failureAnd he leaves her on the bed, and walks over to the window, staring at the drab parchment of the shadeHe is trembling, partially from cold
    She comes up beside him, nuzzling her body against his to warm himThe caress is tentative, uncertain, and it offends himHe feels her maternalnessGo away, I don't want aa mother, he blurts, feeling doubt and then dread at the awfulness of what he has said
    Her mouth forms in the blank smile, wrinkles suddenly into weepingShe cries on the bed like a little girlHe realizes abruptly after two and a half years of marriage that when she forms that smile she is close to hysteria and terror and perhaps even loathingThe knowledge freezes in his chest
    After a moment he flops down beside her, cushions her head, and tries to comfort her weeping, his numb hand moving over her forehead and face

    In the morning none of it seems so awful, and by the end of a week he has nearly forgotten itBut on his side it marks the end or almost the end of one expectation from marriage, and for Natalie it means she must pretend excitement in order to avoid hurting himTheir marriage settles again like a foundation seeking bedrockFor them, that species of failure is not acute, not really dangerousThey ensconce themselves in their child, in adding and replacing furniture, in discussing insurance and finally buying someThere are the problems of his work, his slow advances, the personalities of the men in the shopHe takes to bowling with a few of them, and Natalie joins the sisterhood at the local temple, induces them finally to give courses in the danceThe rabbi is a young man, quite liked because he is modernOn Wednesday nights they have a baby sitter, and listen to his lectures on bestsellers in the social
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    7:57 pm
    @@@@@ Rhett drank the whiskeyThen he laughed
    @@@@@ Rhett drank the whiskeyThen he laughed harshly"I
    never thought you were a silly little romantic, ScarlettYou used to have some sense in your hard little head
    A primitive, hasty coupling should never be confused with love
    Though
    God knows it happens often enough to fill churches with wedding
    ceremonies Scarlett continued to walk
    "You can talk till you're blue, but that won't change anything
    She put a hand to her face and wiped away the tears that were
    pouring
    from her eyesShe was very close to him nowShe could smell the
    salt on hisskin, the whiskey on his breath"You do love me," she
    sobbed, "you do, you do The quilt fell to the floor when she let go
    of it to reach out to Rhett"Take me in your arms and tell me you
    don't love me and then I'll believe itRhett's hands abruptly caught
    her head and he kissed her with bruising possessive strength
    Scarlett's arms closed behind his neck as his hands moved down her
    throat and her shoulders, and she gave herself up to abandonment
    But
    Rhett's fingers suddenly closed around her wrists and he pried her
    arms
    apart, away from his neck, away from him, and his mouth was no
    longer
    seeking hers, his body was drawing away He cast her away, releasing her wrists, stumbling backwards in
    the first uncontrolled action she had ever seen him take"Yes, by
    Christ! I do want you, and sicken for youYou're a poison in my
    blood, Scarlett, a sickness of my soulI've known men with a hunger
    for opium that was like my hunger for youI know what happens to
    an
    addictHe becomes enslaved, then destroyedIt almost happened to
    me, but I escaped
    I won't risk it agai
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    8:02 pm
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    answerNone did, of course, and all who knew told him it was five to six hundred kilometers away,
    a full day’s drive
    “Drive?” interjected Bourne
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    “What will he do in Novgorod?” asked Jason quickly
    “Dear God in heaven, which, of course, there is neither, who knows? He intends to leave his
    mark, a highly destructive memorial to himself, no doubt, in answer to those he believes betrayed
    him thirty-odd years ago, as well as the poor souls who fell under his gun this morning in the
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    “Don’t even try,” said Bourne“He may or may not use them, depending upon what he sees,
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    something wrong, and he will, he’ll kill a number of good men and still get inside
    “What are you driving at?” asked Krupkin warily, eyeing Bourne, the American with alternate
    identities and apparently conflicting life-styles
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    document that gives me free access to go wherever I want to go
    “You’ve lost your senses!” cried Dimitri“A nondefecting American, an assassin hunted by
    every NATO country in Europe, inside Novgorod?”
    “Nyet, nyet, nyet!” roared the Komitet commissar“I understand good, okay? You are lunatic,
    okay?”
    “Do you want the Jackal?”
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    by nowYour tiffany cross little infiltrating operations and our little infiltrating operations can go on and on and
    it doesn’t matter because none of it means a goddamned thing in the long runIt’s all adolescent
    game playingWe either live together on this planet or there is no planetMy only concern is
    CarlosI want him dead so I can go on living
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    406
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    8:02 pm
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    7:52 pm
    @@@@@ "How's it going boys?" "OK," Mike said I
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    "How's it going boys?"
    "OK," Mike said
    I nodded in agreement
    "Learn anything yet?" rich dad asked
    Mike and I looked at each other, shrugged our shoulders and shook our heads in unison

    Avoiding One of Life's Biggest Traps

    "Well, you boys had better start thinkingYou're staring at one of life's biggest lessonsIf you learn the lesson, you'll enjoy a life of great freedom and securityIf you don't learn the lesson, you'll wind up like MrsMartin and most of the people playing softball in this parkThey work very hard, for little money, clinging to the illusion of job security, looking forward to a three-week vacation each year and a skimpy pension after forty-five years of workIf that excites you, I'll give you a raise to 25 cents an hour
    "But these are good hard-working peopleAre you making fun of them?" I demanded
    A smile came over rich dad's faceMartin is like a mother to meI would never be that cruelI may sound cruel because I'm doing my best to point something out to the two of youI want to expand your point of view so you can see somethingSomething most people never have the benefit of seeing because their vision is too narrowMost people never see the trap they are in
    Mike and I sat there uncertain of his messageHe sounded cruel, yet we could sense he was desperately wanting us to know something
    With a smile, rich dad said, "Doesn't that 25 cents an hour sound good? Doesn't it make your heart beat a little faster
    I shook my head "no," but it really didTwenty five cents an hour would be big bucks to me
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    7:52 pm
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    "That's a cute girl you got," Brown said"That her name, May?"
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    "You got any other kids?" Brown asked quicklyHe massaged Wilson's forehead with slow tender motions as if he were soothing a child
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    8:06 pm
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    7:59 pm
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    Mary knew so little about him, Gallagher thoughtShe didn't even know the way he sworeBut that was just a bad habit he had picked up in the Army, Gallagher told himselfHe had used bad language before when he was with the gang, but that didn't countHe was just a kid thenHe had never sworn when a woman was around
    Gallagher began to think of the gangWhat a good bunch of guys they were, he told himself with prideThere had been the time they passed out pamphlets to get McCarthy elected in RoxburyHe had even made a speech afterward, saying that his victory was due to his loyal cohortsAnd there was the time they had made that raid into Dorchester, and had taught the Yids a lessonThey had picked one kid about eleven who was coming home from school and they had surrounded him, and Whitey Lydon had asked, "What the hell are ya?" The kid had trembled and said, "I don't know "You're a mockey," Whitey had told him, "that's what you are, a fuggin mockey He had held the kid by his shirt, and said, "Now, what areya?"
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    The kid had stammered, "M-o-c-c-i
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    7:59 pm
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    In this spirit he began the attack, and by animated perseverance
    had soon re-established the sort of familiar intercourse, of gallantry,
    of flirtation, which bounded his views; but in triumphing over the
    discretion which, though beginning in anger, might have saved them
    both, he had put himself in the power of feelings on her side more
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    attentions avowedly dear to herHe was entangled by his
    own vanity, with as little excuse of love as possible, and without the
    smallest inconstancy of mind towards her cousinTo keep Fanny
    and the Bertrams from a knowledge of what was passing became his
    first objectSecrecy could not have been more desirable for Mrs
    Rushworth’s credit than he felt it for his ownWhen he returned
    from Richmond, he would have been glad to see MrsAll that followed was the result of her imprudence; and he
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    Fanny even at the moment, but regretting her infinitely more when
    all the bustle of the intrigue was over, and a very few months had
    taught him, by the force of contrast, to place a yet higher value on
    the sweetness of her temper, the purity of her mind, and the excellence
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    That punishment, the public punishment of disgrace, should in a
    just measure attend his share of the offence is, we know, not one of
    the barriers which society gives to virtueIn this world the penalty is
    less equal than could be wished; but without presuming to look
    forward to a juster appointment hereafter, we may fairly consider a
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    man of sense, like Henry Crawford, to be providing for himself no
    small portion of vexation and regret: vexation that must rise sometimes
    to self-reproach, and regret to wretchedness, in having so requited
    hospitality, so injured family peace, so forfeited his best, most
    estimable, and endeared acquaintance, and so lost the woman whom
    he had rationally as well as passionately loved
    After what had passed to wound and alienate the two families, the
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    some months purposely lengthened, ended very fortunately in the
    necessity, or at least the practicability, of a permanent removal
    Grant, through an interest on which he had almost ceased to form
    hopes, succeeded to a stall in Westminster, which, as affording an
    occasion for leaving Mansfield, an excuse for residence in London,
    and an increase of income to answer the expenses of the change,
    was highly acceptable to those who went and those who staidGrant, with a temper to love and be loved, must have gone
    with some regret from the scenes and people she had been used to;
    but the same happiness of disposition must in any place, and any
    society, secure her a great deal to enjoy, and she had again a home to
    offer Mary; and Mary had had enough of her own friends, enough
    of vanity, ambition, love, and disappointment in the course of the
    last half-year, to be in need of the true kindness of her sister’s heart,
    and the rational tranquillity of her waysThey lived together; and
    when DrGrant had brought on apoplexy and death, by three great
    institutionary dinners in one week, they still lived together; for Mary,
    though perfectly resolved against ever attaching herself to a younger
    brother again, was long in finding among the dashing representatives,
    or idle heir-apparents, who were at the command of her beauty, and
    her 20,000, any one who could satisfy the better taste she had acquired
    at Mansfield, whose character and manners could authorise a
    hope of the domestic happiness she had there learned to estimate, or
    put Edmund Bertram sufficiently out of her head
    Edmund had greatly the advantage of her in this respectHe had
    not to wait and wish with vacant affections for an object worthy to
    succeed her in themScarcely had he done regretting Mary Crawford,
    and observing to Fanny how impossible it was that he should ever
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    meet with such another woman, before it began to strike him whether
    a very different kind of woman might not do just as well, or a great
    deal better: whether Fanny herself were not growing as dear, as important
    to him in all her smiles and all her ways, as Mary Crawford
    had ever been; and whether it might not be a possible, an hopeful
    undertaking to persuade her that her warm and sisterly regard for
    him would be foundation enough for wedded love
    I purposely abstain from dates on this occasion, that every one
    may be at liberty to fix their own, aware that the cure of unconquerable
    passions, and the transfer of unchanging attachments, must
    vary much as to time in different peopleI only entreat everybody
    to believe that exactly at the time when it was quite natural that it
    should be so, and not a week earlier, Edmund did cease to care
    about Miss Crawford, and became as anxious to marry Fanny as
    Fanny herself could desire
    With such a regard for her, indeed, as his had long been, a regard
    founded on the most endearing claims of innocence and helplessness,
    and completed by every recommendation of growing worth,
    what could be more natural than the change? Loving, guiding, protecting
    her, as he had been doing ever since her being ten years old,
    her mind in so great a degree formed by his care, and her comfort
    depending on his kindness, an object to him of such close and peculiar
    interest, dearer by all his own importance with her than any
    one else at Mansfield, what was there now to add, but that he should
    learn to prefer soft light eyes to sparkling dark onesAnd being
    always with her, and always talking confidentially, and his feelings
    exactly in that favourable state which a recent disappointment gives,
    those soft light eyes could not be very long in obtaining the preeminence
    Having once set out, and felt that he had done so on this road to
    happiness, there was nothing on the side of prudence to stop him or
    make his progress slow; no doubts of her deserving, no fears of opposition
    of taste, no need of drawing new hopes of happiness from
    dissimilarity of temperHer mind, disposition, opinions, and habits
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